Where to start? September wasn’t the best month.. hanging in there though.
At the start of the month, I was let go from my employment with Philips Healthcare, my boss Amanda wasn’t ordering parts or vendor services I was asking for, for months, which resulted in the hospital feeling I wasn’t getting enough done, resulting in my employment ending. The next day they fired my boss Nick after he spoke out about the situation, saying it wasn’t fair considering it was all on Amanda manipulating the situation to get friends of hers hired on. It’s turned into this whole thing that I am not a part of, nothing would come of it. There’s more I could delve into with it, but it doesn’t feel like it matters, that was on the 5th, early into this month, and I’ve been out of work since, unsure how I’m going to have the mortgage payment in on the 1st, this coming Friday.
Since that departure, I’ve interviewed with a lot of jobs, though none have seemingly panned out.. or atleast, none have offered enough to make it worth it, paying too low and being too far away. I’m to the end of my rope with this and will seemingly be doing door to door window sales with my brother, commission based, it’s not ideal, but it’s possible to make some good money.. There is one I am hoping pans out, but I’m not sure what the likelihood of that one is, and I can’t really wait for money to fall into my lap while I hope for something to work out. I’ve also worked on my brother’s vehicles a bit, getting my hands dirty felt really good, gave me something to do with my time. I’m tired as shit, need something to pull through and life to pull something together.
Over the weekend I helped one of my old bosses, Mike, get a U-Haul truck loaded up so he can move back to the east coast, he left Philips upon the arrival of Kevin, a smart move on his part to leave before everything hit the fan. Anyway, helped him get the U-Haul packed with the help of Sarah, and Mike floated me some cash for the help. The next day Jill and I helped her dad go through and load up stuff from her grandpa’s house, which was hard for her, the realization from the fact that things are changing and family is getting old. Her grandfather has stuff stacked to ceilings, that sort of thing, it’s a lot to sift through but we got some of the bigger things out moved out and I’ll be helping them again tomorrow, because you know, I have no job.
I’m stressed, I’m trying, I’m really hoping something pans out by Friday haha but I really don’t know how that’ll happen, money doesn’t just fall in your lap.
Wish me luck.
Later days.
“La, la, la, la, la, oh-ho
I wasn’t shopping for a doll
To say the least, I thought I’ve seen them all
But then you took me by surprise
I’m dreaming ‘bout those dreamy eyes
I never knew, I never knew
So take your suitcase, ‘cause I don’t mind
And baby doll, I meant it every time
You don’t need to compromise
I’m dreaming ‘bout those dreamy eyes
I never knew, I never knew but it’s alright, alright
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright
It will be alright”